chErish evEry m0mEnt wit U

And every time when we... Go through ups and downs... I always think about... How we could work it out... And every time... that you... Need to say... good bye... Yes I count the time... When you come bak in my life... Cause what ever you say... What ever you do... I'll be right here... No matter what people say... I'll always be there for you...

Cause I cherish every moment... Spent with you... And theirs nothing in this world That I won't do... And I promise that I'll Always make it right... Every time when you feel down And start to cry...

Cause it hurts me when... Your far away... I need you right next to me... Aww baby... baby... I just... can't be... With no one else... Will you see? I'll always... When your hurt... It hurts me to... And I just gotta be... The only one that's lovin you... Cause what ever you say or What ever you do... I'll always be right here... No matter what people say... I'll alwayz be there for you...

Cause I cherish every moment... Spent with you... And theirs nothing in this world That I won't do... And I promise that I'll Always make it right... Every time when you feel down And start to cry...

Wooh... wooh... wooh... ooh I just can't help it baby... Everytime you look at me... Baby I'm lost for words... Don't kno what to say... yeahhh yeahhh

I have come to realize that...

1. I have come to realize a man does not validate me. I do need to be in a relationship with a man to be happy, a man may add to my happiness but he will not be the reason for my happiness.
2. I have come to realize that some people come into our lives for a moment and some people come into my life just for a lifetime.
3. I have come to realize a true friend will stick by you no matter what. They respect you as a person, and just because your opinion does not always coincide with theirs they still value your opinion.
4. I have come to realize that before being a "we" in a relationship with a man, I have to be a "me" in a relationship with myself.
5. I have come to realize that if I didn't feed my spiritual hunger, then everything else in my life will starve as well.
6. I have come to realize that looking back in my past and constantly berating myself for past mistakes, keeps me from enjoying my present and looking forward to the future.
7. I have come to realize that using my body in a casual manner when it comes to sex is a defilement against my body.
8. I have come to realize to set standards for myself, live my life in a positive way, then positive people and things will come into my life.
9. I have come to realize regardless of what age I am, living with my mom will always make me feel like a child.
10. I have come to realize the older I get the more I am morphing into my mother.
11. I have come to realize things do not make me happy, people do.
12. I have come to realize to "seek first the Kingdom and all other things will be added to you."
13. I have come to realize that you can't be everything to everyone, nor can you please everyone and sometimes you just have to say "no."
14. I have come to realize that you can't never grow and mature as a person, if you blame others people for your mistakes.
15. I have come to realize there is a True God and he does have a name. (Psalm 83:18).
16. I have come to realize that I am okay.
17. I have come to realize that as a parent, I did make mistakes, but I gave the best I could to my kids with what I had.
18. I have come to realize that I am a "Drama Queen," but I don't like so much the drama anymore.
19. I have come to realize never go to bed angry, ang always let people know you love them. you never know where death is lurking.
20. I have come to realize that this life is not all there is and suffering was not part of the original plan.

FUCKING NUMB

I'm not gonna take those drugs anymore, because they just left me feeling numb. I have felt SO "FUCKING NUMB" to everything in my entire life. TONIGHT I'VE REALIZED EVERYTHING IN MY HEAD IS NOT REAL. I'M BETTER OFF ALONE AND FOR THOSE I HOPE NO ONE GOES THROUGH THIS BY FEELING WORTHLESS. ITS THE WORST FEELING THAT I KNOW AND BY THAT IVE GONE THROUGH THINGS IN LIFE THAT I HOPE NO ONE EVER HAS TO GO THOUGH AND ID GO THROUGH THAT ALL OVER AGAIN TO NOT HAVE EVER FELT THIS WAY. DO YOU EVER WONDER WHY YOU EVER MEET SOMEONE. IF I COULD I WOULD TAKE THINGS BACK IN A SECOND. BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR. THEY COULD TURN ON YOU. EVERYONE IS BETTER OFF ALONE EVEN IF YOU THINK LOW ABOUT YOURSELF AS I DO NO ONE WILL HELP YOU. ALL THEY CARE ABOUT IS THEIRSELVES. PEOPLE ACT IN WAYS TO COME OFF AS "GOOD PEOPLE" BUT ALL THEY'RE FOOLING IS THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY KNOW JUST HOW TO USE PEOPLE. YOU THE READER, READING THIS RIGHT NOW KNOWS THEY HAVE DONE THIS TO SOMEONE SO HOW ABOUT YOU FEEL SORRY ABOUT YOURSELF FOR A SEC THEN REALIZE ALL YOUR DOING IS BEING A HYP0CRIT AND STOP SAYING YOU HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT OR THIS AND CHANGE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU BECOME ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE YOU STAY FAR FROM BECOMING.

IM ON HIATUS

Another Used To Be

I brought you here
So that I could express the things I've been thinking bout
Give me your ear cuz I don't normally do this
So bear with me through this
There are so many things
That I wanna say
But let me start by simply saying
I thank you...

Darling just because
I used to love someone that I didn't like
We used to wanna break up every other night
I used to think relationships were a lot of stress
I used to think that pain was a part of happiness
Now all that's changed since you've come my way
But I don't want us to become
Another used to be

I hope what I'm saying
Don't discourage you in any kind of way
Cuz I do believe
That you have the potential to be everything I need
I hope that you can really understand
That I would hate to be with someone new

And tell her what I'm telling you
I used to love someone that I didn't like
We used to wanna break up every other night
I used to think relationships were a lot of stress
I used to think that pain was a part of happiness
Now all that's changed since you've come my way
But I don't want us to become
Another used to be

Cuz it would only be
Another waste of time
Another moment to erase out of my mind
Another memory, a part of history
I can't forget cuz it keeps on haunting me
Now that you're here it's evidently clear
I don't have to worry
That I dont ever have to have this worry again (again)

Oooohhh
I used to love someone that I didn't like
We used to wanna break up every other night
I used to think relationships were a lot of stress
I used to think that pain was a part of happiness
Now all that's changed since you've come my way
But I don't want us to become
To become another used to be

I used to be the one
I used to love someone that I didn't like
We used to wanna break up every other night
I used to think relationships were a lot of stress
I used to think that pain was a part of happiness
Now all that's changed since you've come my way
But I don't want us to become
To become another used to be

I used to be the one
I used to love someone that I didn't like
We used to wanna break up every other night

"I used to think relationships were a lot of stress
I used to think that pain was a part of happiness
Now all that's changed since you've come my way
But I don't want us to become
Another used to be"

Missing

I don’t know what is it, that I’m lonely deep in my heart, without .. reasons. Went out to see, went to find whatever, although there’re many people, I’m still.. perturbed.

I can but only search for an answer .. what is it that I’m missing.

That made me to be like a person that’s never complete, feeling still lonely...

But today, as soon as I met, as I met you,

It answered all the questions and doubts, definitely and whole-heartedly. And it’s this person, it’s you, that’s it, that I’m missing ...

That I’d searched for, that I’d looked for, for a long time. That I’m crazy for, that I dreamt of, it’s you ...

Went out to see, to meet anyone, to find whatever to do, I would still be.. lonesome.

Went to see a movie, to play sports, but I knew that it would still won’t be .. be good. Because it’s only you, who’ll be able to fulfill, The things that I’m missing, to make me complete...

Kinda LATE TRIBUTE TO FRANCIS M. & ERASERHEADS CONCERT

At long last i finally had a chance to post again. its just im lazy for the past month.i have a personal problem that i encounter this past month and until now. but still i can manage to handle it... this time im very inspire to write coz i really love this man .. yeah its all about Francis M. , its really late na...but i feel like giving him the respect and love he deserves.
Last Friday, March 6, Francis M died at exactly 12:20 pm. I didnt believe it at first though the news already confirmed it. Im still at the state of shock and surprised. I know he has a cancer but i never expected he'd died too soon. Way too soon. He's only 44. And when he was diagnosed with with acute myelogenous leukemia Last August 8, 2008 it was announced at Eat Bulaga and of course everyone was shocked. He was called a Fighter, i agree with that. He fought with Leukemia for 8 months. He's a very influencial person, he's the reason why we have this "rap" as a genre here in the Philippines, thats why he was named "The Master Rapper". Even his friends say so. He was the one who sang, "Mga Kababayan ko, Kaleidoscope World, Cold Summer Night, Meron akong Ano, SUper Proxy" and so many others. Im sure you've heard of these songs already. My personal fave was "Keleidoscope World". He'd worked with a lot of music artist and writers, Parokya ni Edgar, Michael V. Gloc 9., Eraserheads and many other...
Heres the last pics from his multiply blog.


His body cremated last Wednesday March 11, 2009. T_T Wherever he is right now I know, and we all know he is happy. As what he'd mention in his multiply blog. Life is wonderful and we should be thankful for each day God has given us. Yes, Life was never easy, who said it is anyways?! We should look up to him. The fighter he was.

hahayz... Its really sad. I really like him, for all his contributions in the Music Industry here in Philippines, who wouldnt like him?! Yes I like him and respect him and his music. I'm happy in so many ways for we have/had him =) haiz... im so sad... seriously amf... talaga.... haiz T_T

oh well thats life. Just go with the flow. Live life to the fullest.for we will never know when will be our time.. Always pray to God and thank Him.


"Master Rapper, You will Surely be MISSED" SALAMAT Sa iYONG MUSIKA!

I LOVE ELY B. and FRANCIS M. and they are good friends too.




::ERASERHEADS CONCERT THE FINAL SET LAST MARCH 7, 2009::



I just read and saw the video of eraserhead concert , im so inggit sa mga nakapunta. i wish i can make it but im so far far from Manila, im from South,huhu. NVM il just wait na ipakita sa TV ang concert nila or buy nalang pag lumabas sa DVD. pero i saw the pixx its so cool, astig tlga nila the best!..Sa May im going to Manila and im looking forward to meet them specially Ely B..pero so sad lang na everytime they got a chance mag reunion may namamatay the last is Elys mom ngaun si Kiko,, hahayz how sad.. wala lang random thoughts lang po.T_T

WHEN GIRL CRIES

: When a girl cries.......Ponder on this... if a girl cries in front of u, it means that she can't take it anymore. If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life; If u let her go, it wil be hard for her to go back to being herself with you once again. A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak. A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she put down her ego. Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life. Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision, u'L ruin her life. When she cries right in front of u, When she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling? Think. Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity, In front of u, And bcoz of u? She cries not because she is weak, She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity, She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside. Guys, Think about it, If a girl cries her heart out to u, And all because of u, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only u will know the answer to it. Do consider it, Coz one day, It may b too late for regrets, It may b too late to say "im sorry".

WELC0ME 2009

::2009 IS THE YEAR OF THE OX::

1/26/2009 - 2/13/2010 (Earth)

According to the Chinese Zodiac, the Year of 2009 is the Year of the Ox. The Ox, or the Buffalo sign symbolizes prosperity through fortitude and hard work. Those born under the influence of the Ox or Buffalo are fortunate to be stable and persevering. The typical Ox is a tolerant person with strong character. Not many people could equal the resolution and fearlessness that the Ox exhibits when deciding to accomplish a task. Ox people work hard without complaints at work or at home. They know that they will succeed through hard work and sustained efforts, and do not believe in get-rich-quick schemes.
Ox Years: 2/19/1901 - 2/7/1902 (Metal), 2/6/1913 - 1/25/1914 (Water), 1/25/1925 - 2/12/1926 (Wood), 2/11/1937 - 1/30/1938 (Fire), 1/29/1949 - 2/16/1950 (Earth), 2/15/1961 - 2/4/1962 (Metal), 2/3/1973 - 1/22/1974 (Water), 2/20/1985 - 2/8/1986 (Wood), 2/7/1997 - 1/27/1998 (Fire), 1/26/2009 - 2/13/2010 (Earth)

The Sign of the Ox!

Invariably solid and dependable, Ox people are excellent organizers. Oxen are systematic in their approach to every task they undertake. They are not easily influenced by other's ideas. Loyalty is a part of their make-up, but if deceived they will not forget. Oxen do not appear to be imaginative though they are capable of good ideas. Although not demonstrative or the most exciting people romantically, they are entirely dependable, and make devoted parents. Oxen are renowned for their patience, but it has its limits - once roused, their temper is a sight to behold.

People born under the sign of the Ox or Buffalo usually have strong codes and work ethics. This can lead to a tendency to be a workaholic, and they should make an effort to relax more. Ox people are usually strong and robust, and according to ancient wisdom, they should be blessed with long lives.

The Ox home is his castle where he finds relaxation and peace from the everyday hustle and bustle of his career or responsibilities. He also enjoys spending much time in planting gardens and trees. He generally prefers to decorate his home comfortably with nature colors.

Able, ethical and aware, co-workers of the Ox can depend on their eyes for details. Because they are so well-organized, they are better-suited for specialized positions and prefer to work in large companies. They work best when they work alone since they can be unhappy when participating in a large group.

Naniniwala kaba sa mga ito?

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang"..

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”

17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakata kot mahulog....at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."

20."Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng totoong pagmamahal.yun nga lang,hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon."

Suteki da ne / Isnt it Beautiful

Original / Romaji Lyrics

kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni oyoida kokoro
kumo ga hakobu ashita ni hazunda koe
tsuki ga yureru kagami ni furueta kokoro
hoshi ga nagare koboreta yawarakai namida
suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
KIMI no machi ie ude no naka
sono mune
karada azuke
yoi ni magire
yumemiru
kaze wa tomari kotoba wa yasashii maboroshi
kumo wa yabure ashita wa tooku no koe
tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo nagareta kokoro
hoshi ga yurete koboreta kakusenai namida
suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
KIMI no machi ie ude no naka
sono kao,br> sotto furete,br> asa ni tokeru
yumemiru

English Translation


The wind, like a heart that swam in the accumulated words
The clouds, a voice that was shot into the holding future
The moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirror
The stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream
Isn't it beautiful,
To walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms.
That heart,
held within your body
In those confusing nights
I dream
The wind, its halting words are a gentle illusion
The clouds, the broken future like a distant voice
The moon, a heart flowing in the clouded mirror
The stars, broken and swaying, like tears unable to be hidden.
Isn't it beautiful,
To walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms.
That face,
A soft touch,
Dissolving into morning,
I dream.

Tears

Tears
Shall
Keep
Falling
From
The
Eyes
In which
He
Used
To
Gaze
The one who broke you,
is the only one who can fix you
Just live and breathe
And try not to die again.
I cry for the time
that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories
I've left behind,
I cry for the pain,
the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times
I thought I had you
When something's over,
it's over.
it can never start again.
When it's broken
you can never
put back the pieces.
Life is not the way
you want it to be.
When you that someone's
hurting you so much, just stop.
We know that it hurts a lot,
but you must learn to let go things.
Don't push yourself too hard.
Coz we all know,
that in every ending,
there's such a thing
that we call the beginning..
I do to my body,
what has been
done to my soul.
It only hurts
when you start
pretending it doesn't..
i wanna die
i wanna bleed
i wanna cry
but all i can do
is just keep walking
with a smile on my face
and pretend the scars
aren't really there

A Letter for Myself

Soon, another new year, another challenges, another experiences, another meeting new friends and another new better person and thats ME. I would like to change everything especially my priority. I want to be different, not that kikay, makulit and childish but a responsible WOMAN. Soon this year will end and I will face another chapter of my life, I just hope that I can survive because this fight is for my FUTURE, for my FAMILY and for my SON whom I love the most
SACRIFICE, I need to sacrifice a lot of things just to live. I can give up my own happiness and everything just for the sake of the people I love. I will do everything to protect my family and to give them a life that they deserve.
PAIN and TEARS, these two words are always after the word LOVE. The last past love experience is difficult for me because I loved them more than anything else(thats me when i fall, i give everything) but everything has to end. This pain is enough to make me feel that we're not meant to be . I never regret loving them because they thought me a lot of things and helped me become a better person, but still i didnt learn from my pasts. They are all part of my past, a big part of my life. I'll pray for them, I just hope someday that they can find themselves(??) and live happily with the people they love.
EXPERIENCES, without these experiences, I can't grow; I can't be the person that I am now. I screwed up, there are times that I am DISTURBED. I can't find my own HAPPINESS and I often ask this question "WHAT? WHO? and WHY? " I thought that I am looking for nothing but I'm wrong. My happiness is my family, my friends, my son and the blessings that I had received. Thanks for the people who shared me their life in the past few years, thank you for accepting me and thank you for loving me. I will never forget this life that I lived for 1year. Soon everything will change, and it is for the better.

Letting Go

When you are still in love, it affects your every decision.. Sometimes, what's TRUE in this world will be covered by so many unrealistic ideas. I realized that I've been one of those people.. I fell in love but I forgot to use my GUTS and BRAINS.. when people really fall in love, that happens right? Your so called "soldier" identity will become a "martyr" and as things screwd up your life, you got nothing left but LOVE...that's the reason behind why you still hold on to something that WASN'T REALLY THERE. You thought it was LOVE.. but little do you know that it was just PITY...a SELF PITY. Correct me if I'm wrong.... Why self pity? It's all because you thought that it could save you.. You ALWAYS thought that the only cure to your pain was him/her that you got blind to see ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LOVES YOU...you got blind to see the PEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS LEADING YOU TO THE RIGHT PATH...and sometimes, you listen to them as your last resort. Now... I am just so glad to be FREE FROM ALL OF THIS BLINDNESS. Actually it really lies in our own choice.. I don't believe in such word as DESTINY for you can really CHOOSE what to make things last in this world... it just takes great COOPERATION and COMPROMISE. BOTH OF YOU SHOULD HAVE YOUR OWN CHOICE TO STAY WITH EACH OTHER... Not just him/her... and hell...not just YOU. Sometimes the word destiny can just bring colors to our lives because of so many questions like.. Why is this happening? Maybe we are meant for each other.. Maybe we are "DESTINED". And as you BELIEVE in that, you start to choose on going to that path as YOUR OWN CHOICE. Now.. I had chosen this path... it just depends on the time if something happened that could make me choose the other path WHICH IS TO STAY.. Life is so beautiful.... IT GAVE ME A SECOND CHANCE to live it to the fullest.. I DON'T WANNA WASTE THAT CHANCE GIVEN TO ME... There are so many beautiful things to do in this world...but so little time. I must not take that for granted. I'm really happy and free right now from worries.. This is my life... no STRESS... no FIGHTS and I'm leaving it all behind.. I thank my friends and family for their non - ending support... Even though they served as my last resort before, I'm just so lucky to STILL have them on my side bringing me up whenever I fell that hard. Looking back at my past... Yeah, so many things changed.. we all grow up.. But it still feels like my home and my soul. I still like the way I used to like it. After all, things don't have to REMAIN THE SAME TO LOOK GOOD. GOD IS JUST SOOOO GOOOOOD. Those who never seek for GOd WILL NEVER FIND THE ANSWERS... I just feel so lucky to be ALIVE.

The Me!

I'm not your ORDINARY GURL. I ain't MISS RICH GIRL. I DEFINITELY LOVE CHILDREN SPECIALLY MY SON. I LOVE TO LOVE. i get so impulsive & patient. impatient most of the time. i have my mood swings. i forgive but i DONT easily forget. i dont get mad. I GET EVEN. i wanna live! i wanna be happy! simple pleasures in life! no COMPLICATIONS GET THAT. I HATE SWEET TALKERS! try to Live life to the fullest. I'm not extremely goodlooking but I have a sense of humor. I'm not breathtakingly intelligent but I'm relatively WITY,. I'm not insanely rich but I'm fairly kind, nothing fancy. if your jealous of me, don't be coz my life isn' perfect. i had so many mistakes in the past (and still counting) that makes me regret like hell. It didn't give me any lesson i tell ya.. i know its rare, but thats what i had. but luckily, i'm surrounded by the best people you'll ever meet. my family and friends. i love them to death. i can be the most creative, artistic and systematic person u'L ever meet, i can turn a trash into cash. u know what i mean? i'm spontaneous, i do things randomly and unplanned. i take things maturely but sometimes i'm a kid by heart... smiling is a habit and laughing is additive. you respect me and i respect you back. i'm not hard to deal with, just learn how to dig whatever i'm into . i want no conflict. i want no trouble. don't waste my time coz i dont wanna waste yours. BOYS are blahhh
I'm always be on the lookout for something new. Diversity of life experience is vital to one's existence. I Appreciate HONESTY in people. When in pain, always remember that suffering is fleeting, but the lessons learned are lifelong. I Believe that you will reap your rewards in the end. "Wat you do in life echoes in eternity." Have a mind of ur own. Stand up for your PRINCIPLES. love yourself. "It is better to be alone than to wish you were." Believe in the goodness of others. Pray. Live. Love. Learn. All life is sorrowful Sorrow is the essence of life. But can you handle it? are you affirmative enough with your relationship to life to say 'yea,' no matter what? I live life by my own rules.
I'm not a victim to society, to my childhood, to my circumstance, to anything. I define who I am and stick to that. And I have realized that there are going to be people that dislike me. I'm really funny, but I'm not the sweetest person on the block. Sometimes people can't handle my directness, my naughtyness, and my tendency too, well, be slightly selfish. But, because I've learned that those things are a part of who I am, I can live with those flaws and not be ashamed of them. I hope this all makes sense. Bottom line: Be you. Don't mold and shape-shift into someone else for different people. Define who you are and find the security you need to feel free parading the REAL YOU all around this world. Believe me... if it were up to me, I'd rather be friends with the openly-flawed person, than the person who pretends to be perfect.